Friend cancelled holiday due to mental health reasons

Hi, so I’m meant to be flying to Sardinia in less than two weeks. My friend called me crying yesterday, telling me she’s had a psychotic break and that she’ll be going back to Portugal to voluntarily admit herself into a mental health unit. She told me she won’t be able to come on the trip.

Obviously, I was devastated about this as we’ve been planning it for nearly a year and it’s only two weeks away, but I wanted her to focus on getting better rather than feeling guilty about disappointing me.

However… the situation is a bit complicated in the sense that I have travel insurance and can claim back my half of the trip, whereas she doesn’t. We’ve also passed the cancellation window for our hotels. I was considering going alone, but as an avid budgeter, I didn’t budget an extra £800 on top of what I’d already paid for my half. This £800 includes the car rental and the hotels we booked.

I paid for everything through PayPal and have until November to pay it off (stupid, I know 🥲). I’ve already covered my half and was waiting for her to send me hers, but now this has happened.

The situation is basically lose-lose because that £800 still needs to be covered even if we cancel the entire trip. So I thought I might as well just go, but am I a bad person for still asking her to cover her half?

Am I a bad person for even being worried about this when she’s clearly going through hell mentally?

And when would be the best time to discuss it with her?
Lesson learnt: make sure people pay you right away instead of dragging it out 🙃

EDIT: link to travel insurance policy-

https://monzo.com/legal/files/max/monzo-max-zurich-ipid-1.1.pdf

Author: HeartPopular7174